Very emo lately,down with flu,fever and other stuff,
exam tomorrow,not ready
don't know will fail or not
thinking of getting my patrol to go camping in a casual manner to learn scouting skills more effectively,
that's just me,
being myself

If only....

I saw her today,after so many years,when that happened,we looked at each other in the eyes,I knew what she wanted,she wanted me to run to her and say hello and I wanted to do the same thing.But alas,I could go no further,for between me and her stood a wall,a wall made up of parents,ages and priorities.Why?why is this happening to us?After that, my heart shattered in a million pieces just like before.If only life was so beautiful,like those HSM movies,where we shall someday be together forever and ever.I now wonder if she is thinking along the same lines now...