I think I'm becoming a workaholic, without things to do for the day, it feels like i'm wasting my holidays . I need something to do!!!!!I've got nothing to do!!!!!every second brings me closer to school!!!!!!

Very undecided.Should I go for Scouts 101 camp?Or AYC 09?Still thinking....

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exam coming..still got time to blog....this post is for the people I have misjudged,wrongly thought of and falsely accused....
Eugene, whom I thought was a kwai lan kia is actually a dude[genius] who showed me that I still am not the best of the best
Donovan,whom I thought had no respect for friends,is actually making me see my mistakes more clearly so I don't slack off
Hui Shern,whom I thought was a really dumb boy,is actually teaching me that not everyone can see things the way I do
Chern Zhen,whom I thought was annoying,is showing me that curiosity is in everyone
Bernard,whom I thought was gay,is showing me that being bold with your talents invites persecution and going through it requires strength,LOTS of it

Thank you all and sorry for treating you guys wrongly....

Finally so long already didn't update.so here I am with an update on....

JOTA JOTI 09!

It was my first time being in subcamp......

Panthera!

It was a great camp and a great experience for all of us.We built a lot of gadgets made new friends and did other stuff.I nearly didn't sleep throughout the whole camp so now very tired lo.We didn't win a lot of prizes this year, but we did win:best yell, challenge trophy for JOTI and best papan ikatan. overall it was a fun camp.Got very little pics but too lazy to post up now...

Now I got a problem.My members asked me on XSD whether I liked patrol 1 better or theirs better cos' before I was patrol leader I was from patrol 1.I told them that I liked patrol 1 better but since I'm with them now,we're a patrol and it's a new beginning for all of us.However patrol 1 will always be my first patrol and nothing can change that....

nothing to do so took some pics.dat's all

Haven't had the time for anything these days.hols have started.first time in my entire life at school i get to take it easy during holidays.Xavierian Scout's Day coming up. ever since my promotion to PL things have gotten a lot harder but i'll manage.oh yeah !I met yip wayne on Friday for basketball.after that I took him to angel cafe.He was literally gobbling on Malaysian food.and yeah there's this cool pic which everyone's crazy about and I took it!check it out:

finally got time to update.so stressed lately.update on journeys to come up soon

Very emo lately,down with flu,fever and other stuff,
exam tomorrow,not ready
don't know will fail or not
thinking of getting my patrol to go camping in a casual manner to learn scouting skills more effectively,
that's just me,
being myself

If only....

I saw her today,after so many years,when that happened,we looked at each other in the eyes,I knew what she wanted,she wanted me to run to her and say hello and I wanted to do the same thing.But alas,I could go no further,for between me and her stood a wall,a wall made up of parents,ages and priorities.Why?why is this happening to us?After that, my heart shattered in a million pieces just like before.If only life was so beautiful,like those HSM movies,where we shall someday be together forever and ever.I now wonder if she is thinking along the same lines now...

If only I had worked harder,prepared myself better,learned more,accepted more help,I would have got it,that backwoodsman badge,now I may never get a shot at it again.It looks like I'll never be like him...

Years ago,I said to the problem,right in the face,"I never want to see you again",.But here I am, staring in its face, again, twice this year,even though I said I would never see it again,it's over...

today was okay,I know it's unusual to blog early in the afternoon.won't be going to youth tonight .instead will be going to peng hua st. john c&g.dono why they invite our school since it's a st. john event but we're scouts.aiyah nevermindlah just go la.

My Best Friend

His name is Yip Wayne,He's one of the friends I 'll never forget all my life.He was always there to talk to me about something even though I used to bully him with my old gang.We ate the same meals,Talked about the same things and shared our dreams.before I met him,I didn't know and want a best friend because I used to think friends tied me down.after being best friends with him,I was tied down,when he left and stuff but now I see the joy of having a best friend.cheers to you,wayne and God bless you.

Love you guys....

P.S. It's not a gay statement.....

One thing I got to remember,never go to assembly point early....
Want to know why?I just beat up a friend and called someone a f***ing bastard.
It always happens when I go to assembly point early,

Quotable Quotes

Her are some quotes that I got over the years:

"You can't serve God unless you can serve people"Pastor Victor

"Sometimes people call themselves Christians but don't live a Christian."Daniel Song

"When you hate yourself,you give out hatred even though you don't mean it"my mother

"When you do something,do it with your heart and soul"Mr. Liang

"It is your duty as Lasallians to keep the tradition alive"Mr. Liang

"It is time to get back on track for we have been slacking off for too long"Mr. Liang

"Genius is a gift not a priveliege"Dr. Octavious

"You don't need to prove yourself or earn God's love it's free"Pastor Victor[the words aren't exactly the same but it's something like that"

"The fig trees are weak coverings for your sin"Alex

"God doesn't say'I'll show the way then you go',He says'Go and I'll show you the way' "
Forgotten who said it

"You're scouts!Don't disgrace the name of scouts and the badge that you're wearing"Forgot who said it

"Love is patient it can wait"Pastor Victor

But the most unique quote I got was during everything I was doing,especially during altar calls.Here's how it sounds like:

"Take My hand Jin Ji and I'll be with you and guide you"Holy Spirit

Last batch finally:

No pastor!don't eat it!!!

First time seeing chicks [for them I think]

Pastor Victor and Pastor Sumping

The girls getting their hats

Us with our hats


Us and Aunty Rama's birthday surprise

hi more photos:

Pastor's chicken backside for supper

Maktab Injil Borneo[or something like that...]

The girls at the river

the most memorable expirience for me,translating.

breakfast moodThe girls at the waterfall.[before I went in and all of us climbed up the rocks]

Combined dance presentation

Drama[nuff said,I think...]

hi y'all.lazy to write you can read about what happened in sarawak in pastor's new blog.here are photos:

hahaha nothing wrong just friendly pic.I look kinda retarded that way

sharon and her new shoes

the girls at the airport

the cutest boy I have ever met,Aaron.

Pastor and our driver, Richard
SIB Pengalih.it has no walls hehe..

Actually I have more but now very lazy maybe nextime....